Hi. I like you.

2011-08-22T19:17:00.002+08:00

If you're looking for me, you better start looking someplace else.

driving

2010-05-24T20:38:00.014+08:00

Here we go again with the mixed signals and second thoughts.

Attended 5/8 driving classes already, and tellyouwhat.

The driving uphill part is suchhhh a pain in the you-know-where. POUT.
.
And the fact that i have LadyGrumpy as my driving teacher isn't exactly helping.
I think she likes me though ,cause at one point I managed to impress her with my car parking skills.
chehh wa :D
WELL, i must say that I can do side parking pretty well :D
hahahaha. KIDDING.
Driving isn't really my kinda thing, ..

i shall employ chauffeurs when i grow up :)

it'slalalove.

:P

2010-05-24T20:31:00.002+08:00

Him: How do you do that?
Me: What, the smiley?
Him: No, make my heart pound.

iPod Nano.

2010-05-08T12:37:00.006+08:00

The new iPod nano. Now rocking a video camera, a polished anodized aluminum finish, and a larger screen. Also making its debut: FM radio with Live Pause.

YES. A video camera AND a FM radio.
Which is well, mindblowingly fantastic :D
( oh, and a pedometer thing, but it's not like I actually use it so haha)

GRIN.
iPod nano 5th Gen is LOVE. Indeed. (:

BEJEALOUSBLEK.

2010-01-31T21:40:00.004+08:00

He may be right,
but i love all that i am at school AND all that i do outside of school (:

Be it the VP for Interact, Sub Editor for Ed Board, Ketua Brg Rmpsn for Prefect, painting at art classes, annoyed at self and Luca Pacioli (Father of Accounting) , chanting Japanese numbers out loud or stoning at ICCPJ's meetings on Friday evenings..

The passion is there.

Cheers, to a remarkable 2010 :D
PS : Now you know why my blog is so dead.

NEW YEAR

2009-12-31T23:05:00.006+08:00

PISCES.

Year 2010 Overview .

Okay, pause for a moment and check your pulse. Still there? Good. That means you survived the last couple of years with both Saturn and Pluto in less-than-perfect places for you. And by "less than perfect," I mean "lousy." Good news! Both of astrology's heavyweights have moved on to more constructive places for you. Now is the time to take that famous Pisces sensitivity (still intact from the challenges of the last while) and put it to work making your life a happier and more comfortable place.

You'll be receiving a lot more attention from others in 2010: loved ones, family and co-workers will all be drawn to you at times like moths to a flame. And as a result of the last couple of years worth of hassle, you'll be a stronger person with better judgment, and much better able to handle the influx. Enjoy your new position at the center of your own social circle!

One more noteworthy change from the previous year: Jupiter will be in your sign for most of the year, giving you a newfound sense of optimism and happiness about things no matter how they turn out. You'll be feeling expansive, but be careful not to expand too much -- this transit also comes with a more than usual chance of weight gain. There will be a renewed emphasis on health, fitness and personal well-being in the spring -- take advantage of that. Then again, maybe you just deserve the break. What's a pound or to compared to real happiness?

Oh 2010, you excite me already (:CHEERS.

LOVE.

2009-12-27T01:47:00.014+08:00

Just the question "Why do you like this boy so much?"
Makes my heart skip a beat.

Mwah.

lost my blogggin mojo

2009-12-24T05:23:00.009+08:00

It's official.

Hello all .
Needless to say, Ive lost my blogging mojo D:
Seriously, even my diary is more updated.
Soo yeah. I guess you can say im on hiatus , eventhough its the month of December. Psht.

P.S : I need motivation to start doing my TO DO'S. HELPP.

.
P.P.S.: I passed my Undang Test. Yayy :D

Imma gonna start driving beforee you know it. BE EXCITED.

Merry Christmas, blogders.

chuck bass

2009-11-23T22:05:00.007+08:00

You've got to love a man for being able to handle things against other guys, and for protecting a girl (:
P.S. : ohmygod, i'm feel so lifeless. hahahaha.
GEE. thanks a lot, brother :P

illogicaaaaal.

2009-11-22T03:34:00.022+08:00

Sometimes i wonder if it's just me.
Other times i wonder if it's always you.

& It's times like this
Where I just wanna look up at the sky
& say, "I miss my childhood pals"

Because the last time i checked, I was one of those people who doesn't give a hoot about other's opinion when blurting out illogical quotes / statements.
Because its 4.03 a.m.

Because I'm nocturnal.

Because I stay upppp, LIKE A GROWN UPPPP.

Pshhh.

doodless

2009-11-22T02:50:00.005+08:00

Because doodling has never been a bore .

this isn't goodbye.

2009-11-07T01:03:00.018+08:00

Stop dreaming. Start living.

because

rightttt aboutttt .. now

CRANIUM is thee best board game , ever :D
I`d come to school everyday for it. And i mean it.
WHEE.

BTW, class's trip to ze zoo has been postponed. Again.
i know, pfft. But good things come to those who wait. so wait. alright? :D
because its not like you have any other options anyway, fellow 4SAians (:
-inside joke :D-

ALSO , my 1st Jap lesson last week was fun, thanks for asking (:
Still stuck at Hiragana, but AT LEASTT i could read the names of shops and billboards in Naruto already. :D

Having done some research before hand , i think i made a pretty okay first impression(:
Noticed my teacher made a few mistakes, but was too timid to question.
Shes youngish, and so I kinda doubted her teaching experiences and qualifications at first.AT FIRSTTT.
Shes good la :) maybe just, nervous.

//UPDATE : Never judge a book by it's cover. Nuff said (:

PS : looking forward to attending thee lunch, thee movie marathon, thee bake-athon, and other last minute plannings with the high-schoolers :D ooh.

PPS : i kinda miss belly dancing classes , hm.

PPPS : Bleeeu. i feel like a goody two-shoes, having skipped 0 days of school thus far (counting from after Finals) sigh. i need a Plan B, like what if Adrinda suddenly decides to skip school, leaving us with no Cranium. haha.

SLEEP.

2009-11-07T00:51:00.006+08:00

"I won't wear my
seatbelt. I'll
speed on the wet,
slick roads. I'll
take that curve a
little too fast. You'll
see the fatal crash
on the news. And
you know what?
You still wouldn't
miss me"

2009-10-15T23:18:00.010+08:00

Kisses blown are kisses wasted

Kisses aren't kisses unless they are tasted

Kisses spread germs and germs are hated
So kiss me baby;
I'm vaccinated

HAPPY Deepavaliiiiiii, everybodyy .

GRIN.

K and N's Open House .
Been there, done that (:
pictures, well. None thus far.
Because. Malas.

ANYWAY, im starting my Japanese class soon.

this coming Saturday. am hence memorising my Hiragana and Katakana.
So excited. like, wheeeeee C:

im gonna ask my Jap teacher to call me Amaya (night rain) instead of JenYeen.

cause thats my Jap name.

cause Facebook says so :D hahahhaa

OH OH.

i LOVE tomatoes(:
i munch on them like how one would with an apple.
because i dont like apples.
(well, no more than a guava anyway. EE.)

nnoo,not because i have a sister whos studying to be doctor ;p

yes, i do make sense. if you can think like a JenYeen.
NENENENENE.

Tomatoes, ftw.

feeling a lil dizzy now. so BYE.

ohmygod

2009-10-07T16:21:00.004+08:00

~~OHMYGOD~~
KANTOII (:

cause Leo thinks too much. hahaha.

HUMOUR

2009-09-28T03:27:00.011+08:00

i think im human.

Just wondering if Uncle Chan has

already posted up my 'eulogy'

.
-TOUCH WOOD-
hahahhahahahha

BUT HEY,
If you're reading this,
that really made my day (:

love

2009-09-28T03:13:00.003+08:00

... and then you walk in

You came into my life so quickly
And sank into my heart as well
But you left just as fast as you entered
And for you, I had already fell.

2009-09-18T13:42:00.002+08:00

Satu Malaysia < listen to it (:

Satu Malaysia - Rakyat Didahulukan, Pencapaian Diutamakan

Verse 1

Oh indahnya pabila
Kita bersama
Kau, aku, kita semua
Tiada bezanya

No matter whatever the challenge may be
We’ll face it together, the stronger we’ll be

*Tamil lyrics*(淡米爾語)
Ondraga seinthu, endrendrum vazhvom Santhosham neeranthaeram
(Together we come united as one, and live forever, Our happiness is permanent.)

Chorus

Satu Bangsa
Satu Suara
Satu Nada
Satu Irama
Bersama kita capai semua
Satu Malaysia

Rap

Satu Bangsa we're united in music
Satu Irama united we stand
I feel the hearts of my people when we struggle everyday to be the best that we can
We share the food that we eat, we share the words that we speak, I say what’s up? You say “apa cerita?”
You hungry bro?, jom makanlah!

Verse 2

We go up, never go down
We go up together

*Chinese lyrics*(華語)
Wo men shi yi ge Malaysia (we are one Malaysia)(我們是一個馬來西亞)
Wo men yong yuan zai tong yi ge jia (we are one family)(我們永遠在同一個家)

Together we are strong
Tuan jie yi qi bu fen bi ci (unity with one vision)(團結一起不分彼此)
Together we are strong
Xiang qin xiang ai wan zhong yi xin (we love each other and we share a vision)(相親相愛萬眾一心)
United we stay, forever and ever
That's the way it's gonna be

Chorus 1x

Bridge Sketch

Ean: Dude, JJ!
JJ: Yes Ean.
Ean: You know what part is this in the song
JJ: Yes it’s the part where they go 1 key higher
Ean: Okay we’ll be quiet now okay
JJ: Yea coz we can't sing but everyone else, 1 key higher!

Chorus 2x

Eh, dah habis? Saya nanyi bila?
Eh engkau dah tua dah.
Engkau dengan aku tak nanyi.
Tepuk tangan je.

tired.

2009-09-05T22:06:00.006+08:00

Am in a state of physical slowness

and mental dullness

Not good.

this pic reminds me of my previous blog title ;p

ICCPJ seminar was fun(:
and awkward. Very.
newsuto said i talk about awkward situations a lot,
mybe thats why i attract them.
The Law of Attraction.
makes sense now, does it not?

anyway,
i still have an awful lof of To-Do's, well to do.
and sometimes,
i wonder if its just me.

BLAHS.
i guess to actually have all the things DONE
is like a never-ending quest.

yerr.

i want to do the things i used to like doing.
achieve things i havent been wanting to.

and for that to happen,
time plays a pretty significant role ;s

haihh.
how i wish i had 48 hours a day.
it would be so cool.
an additional 2 hours of entertainment and
prolly another 5 hours of sleep (which i lack)
but then again,

Work expands so as to fill the time available for its
completion

The Parkinson's Law disagrees.
and so i guess 48 hours still wouldnt be good enough.

sigh.
what a life.

movie marathon

2009-08-24T20:03:00.006+08:00

Movie marathon (:

Ghosts of Girlfriends Past

7/10

RED CLIFF 2

8/10

WIN A DATE WITH TAD HAMILTON

not done

P.S. I LOVE YOU
8/10

THE NOTEBOOK (:
10/10

GOSSIP GIRL
9/10

ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY

6/10

hm. whats next? (:

meteor shower

2009-08-13T01:33:00.004+08:00

meteor shower tonight.

1am till 4am (:

time to have alllll my wishes granted (:

YAY.

lalalallalalalaa.

2009-08-09T22:45:00.008+08:00

You're Irreplaceable.

believe it or not,
THATS the magic word .
A surefire way to light up your partner’s eyes (;

-nudges-

ANYYWAY.
HAPPY BELATED B.DAE TO both MISS JENNY AND MISS WENDY! (:
two of whom i treasure . alottt. lot. ot. t (:
(their bday falls on the 8th of aug, so you know)

yeahh :P
pictures later , kay ? wheeee.

OH, and school resumes on Tuesday :(
guilt is all over me for ... youknow .

but wthhh .
at least by tmr .. ill be done with Gossip Girl .
Season One ;x

PICTURE TIME (:

2009-08-04T15:00:00.014+08:00

NEWSFLASH! (:

(dahling, click to enlarge)

be jealous

rewind and listen to her say ;
' i never wanted it to end this way '

POUT

FISHHHY.

the day i made my very own tshirt (:
this was on it . hahahhaha .

emo much? ;p

indeed(:

treasure hunttt (:

ORANGE ROSE.

everyone needs hug .

guilty pleasure .

yuuumm.

adowabel. hahaha.

ROOCCCKK LEEEE!

Rooock Lee is a damn sweet guy laaaa ;p

thrs a hidden message . gaspp.

sisterhood

2009-08-02T18:59:00.008+08:00

Its's simply because when my sister is back,

i have someone to show the contents of my diary to .

i have someone to accompany me till 6 in the morning .

i dont have to worry about waking up late, she'll be there to kick me out of bed .

the house is always filled with laughter .

i have someone to irritate (:

i dont have to cry in silence .

ask her for help in studies, or any random stuffs since shes SOO free ;p

dance/sing out loud knowing that she'll join me :p sooner or later.

go online without feeling guilty , she'll tell me to stop when its time to.

i tend to be less emotional .

no more feeling insecure.

crack lame jokes because she'll laugh.

have someone listen to my story about the guy who looked my way. over and over again.

have big plans to bake cupcakes together.

she makes me laugh.

her blog entries will mostly be about me :) cause she knows whats going on in my life and she cares.

she buys me things i tell her i want.

and so much more.

because miraculously,

wait for it.

yeah.

life seems a lil more bearable when she's around (;

having a sister like her.

is the best damn thing anyone could ever ask for (:

BORED

2009-07-30T02:15:00.003+08:00

when im bored

ohmygod, i wish i had called in sick today.

CLICK.

PICTURES! :)

2009-07-28T01:50:00.004+08:00

CSA Installation o9/10 (;

TA (:

ICSA INSTALL DONE.

2009-07-25T23:10:00.005+08:00

INTERACT INSTALLATION 09/10 was simply amazing.

kudos kudos kudos to everyone who has attended the event,
helped out etc etc.

aaaaaaaand yes,
the answer to our ICSA Installation 09/10 's riddle,
is. well, The Riddle.
hahahahahhaha. gotcha there, didnt we? ;p

look.

R ight now,
I am an enigma you are dying to answer,
D im the lights,
D ear, captain hook is trying to end his sentence,
L east you get in trouble,
E lated, for I am a clue that is valuable.

anyway. pictures are up on facebook (:
wheeeeeeee.
i can still feel the adrenaline rush .

IBC

2009-07-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

IBC FOR THREE DAYS.

and you know what that means (:

interact install

2009-07-20T21:51:00.007+08:00

i have an overwhelming urge to post this very video of su ann and i laughing like retards right now, seriously .
its hilarious (: hahahaha.
but i cant post it up now due to some "unspeakable reasons". Or so she says.
so LaughOutLoud. wait for it .
speaking of which,
INTERACT INSTALLATION 09/10 IS THIS SATURDAY!

ICSA INSTALLATION 09 /10

Time: 9.30 am - 12.00 pm

Date: 25th July 09

Place: SMK (P) Sri Aman Hall

Attire: Strictly club or school uniform ONLY

Theme: Here is the catch. We're not revealing the theme just yet, but you do get a clue -a riddle if you may. Have fun guessing. :)

Right now,
I am an enigma you are dying to answer,

Dim the lights,

Dear, captain hook is trying to end his sentence,

Least you get in trouble,

Elated, for I am a clue that is valuable.

Got it? :) If you really want the answer of this riddle, you'd have to come and experience it yourself. It is definitely something different.

whee.
be excited.
and say you'll come , okay?
ill love you like loads.

PS : someone bring me out to watch 'My Sister's Keeper' once its released please. am currently reading the book and lets just say its unputdownable .. its bad.

mwahmwahmwah.

sigh

2009-07-15T01:07:00.003+08:00

busy schedule starts tomorrow

Goodbye 'school ends at 2pm'

Hello 'stayback till 5.30pm'

xxxooo

2009-07-15T00:38:00.012+08:00

Just because i may seem like im feeling hyper,
doesnt mean you can start throwing sarcastic comments
assuming that i'd be fine with it.

Because, dear.

Just because im capable of faking a smile,
doesnt mean i like you.

-
dont be naive.

UPDATE : emooo alert.

mun theng's bdae wish

2009-07-14T21:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!
to the adorableee lil miss LIAW MUN THENG.
know that i love you (:
INDEED, i do.
hahahahaha.

mwaaah.

2009-07-14T17:55:00.001+08:00

GRRR.
WIN YEAN JUST BOUGHT AI PENG AWAY FROM ME ON FFS.

RAWWWWWWWWWR.

2009-07-10T23:32:00.004+08:00

CJNE IS BACK. WHEEEE.

THATS RIGHT. MY SIS IS BAACKK.

LALALALA.

hahahah.
fyi , i found miss hing's blog.
BUT SHH. im not gonna like.
comment on her blog or anything YET
until after she posts something about her experience in SA.
or sth.
to avoid akwardnes whaat C:

i feel like a stalker.

a professional one (:

ps : cant wait for CHS's install and BOD dinner tmr laaa (:
oh. and im not wearing anything purple, yeah. for BOD dinner. heh.

BTW,
'golgi' did it.
he gt what he wanted.
dont know why,
bt i feel daaaaaamn proud.

xxooo.

2009-07-07T17:15:00.003+08:00

baahahhahaha.
Kim Y's sweet sixteen pics.
ON FACEBOOK already.
yes , i know. finally ;p
gooo gooo
check ze pictures out (:
now
dudududu C:

kimY party

2009-06-28T19:29:00.009+08:00

Kimberly Y's sweet 6teen bdae party @ RedBox , Pyramid - ATTENDED

and i have a ~~love~~ story to share.hhahahahha. NALA. its only between ;

mr.k - thehottie(the one joey is pointing at) COUGH AND
the b.dae chick - KimberlyYong.

hahahahahahhaa. yeah, so ..
incident one : mr.k entered the room to do sth. Mr.K left the room.Crowd went wild. Mr.K was (somehow) asked to hug the b.dae chick.. and so he did. awhhs(:
-
incident two : mr.k entered the room to clear the tables. HE then threw our cake away -.- . Mr.K asked to take pictures with the b.dae chick as a compensation. B.dae chick was shy, but yeah. He did it. The others 'ambil-ed kesempatan' to snap some pics with him as well ;p
-
incident three : something something happened. the next thing we know, LaiLing entered the room and started screaming. Apparently Mr.K gave her a note with his name,number and email add in it .. well. he wanted us to send him the pictures. OR SO HE SAYS. hahahahahaha.
-
incident four : all eleven of us left RedBox. it was already 3pm,u see. Mr.k saw us on our way out and so waved, very shyly. i suppose. hahahahha. and us? we were all giggling. OUT LOUD.

anywaaay.
PARTY at redbox was simply fantabulous :)
eeeeeeeveryone was so high.[drugs&alcohol-FREE ,mind you.]
so yeah. think dancing, singing, screaming, cheering, camwhoring and crazy,random acts.

afffter that, we headed to pyramid for a lil shopping and girl talk..
arcade, and finally mcd for sundae cones. yum.

hahahahaa. so yes, thats it.
YOU, WAIT. IMMA GONNA SHOW YOU MORE PICTURES. i mean it.

ps : something bad happened. but i dont think i should make it public :/

pref pics.

2009-06-22T00:09:00.006+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

dear daddy, i love youuuuuuu..

SO MUCH! (:

thnks for e v e r y thing , okay?

mwah.

Prefect Party Pictures are outttt (:
check them out @ JenYeen's facebook.

SNEAK PEEK (:

i took the trouble to tag every1 i could see in the pictures , kay.

except at the dance floor. heh.

install committee minutes - CHECK .

time for bed, finally(:

SOMETHING RANDOM

2009-06-16T20:54:00.011+08:00

hahahahahahhahahahahahahahhaha.
suki reminded me of a convo i had with this mostrandomunknown person that day.
this person was playing poker (in a bus) and was losing . like. terribly ;)

ME : its skay, i shall be your lucky star.
HIM : oh . good. you look like a star.

hahahahahahhahahahahahahahhaha.

ps : dont you know? pick-up lines make me laugh (:

out loud.

bro's b.dae

2009-06-11T01:43:00.010+08:00

BRO'S
12th b.dae celebration at 12am later(:

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAAAY , KEAN HUA! ;P

know that your sister loves you (:
--

PS : cheesecake awaits.

whee(:

swimminggg.

2009-06-09T22:54:00.014+08:00

im done with this (:

Awesome Awesome Day (:

i.u day

2009-06-05T23:05:00.005+08:00

Sri Aman IU DAY (:

5 bucks if you're frm Sri Aman, 7 if you're not.

c'mon, it'll be great.
say you'll come (:

click.

calendar

2009-06-04T23:01:00.024+08:00

im sorry i lied D:
im sorry i told you a white lie

current obsession :

- -

the two weeks.
30th - 2nd : SuperCamp . CHECK.
~~5th : swimming with the triple ELL gang (:~~ POSTPONED
6th : June's hse CANCELLED
6th - 7th : Johore CHECK , Old Town White Coffee with interactors CHECK
8th : JingWei's hse - CHECK, Secret Recipe @ OU with the BODs - CHECK
9th : Outing with the usuals CANCELLED , swimming with the triple ELL gang(winyean&wendy) CHECK
10th : School - OC shooting (video)
11th : Bro's B.dae celebration and self pampering.
12th : La Salle's Bowling Tournament
13th : Interact Carnivale and I.U Day

and some time in between to do the party invites,gooo Singapore, kerja amal, emcee script, artworks, SIR practice, shopping for DS , N goodies, W's prez , reports , and 3thousand homeworks -.-
dear you, im SORRY & i feel guilty too but i rly have no extra time to spare :(

OH BYTHEWAY, i forgot to share the good news.

~~dahling,click to enlarge(:~~

that. and congratulations to all the incoming BODs of Interact Club 09/10! (:
cant wait to work together and like, create happy memories. wheeeeeee.

[ that note was written by one my new friends i made during SuperCamp 09 .
damn sweet right? (: ]

PS:
YOUUU,
your well-if-you're-going-then-i'll-definitely make-it-a-point-to-go text msg made me smile (:

PPS:
how i wish school was like supercamp ,

the fascilitators as my teachers,
the activities as class lessons,

and my teammates as my classmates (:

PPPS:

for a more detailed version of supercamp 09,

give TRISHNA ANN'S blog a hit (:

to find her url,

click CTRL + F and type TRISHNA .

then TA-DAH!

hahahahahaha

awesome.

.
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PPPPS:

hahahaha. i wonder if it is actually legal to have so many Ps in my postscript ;p

ANYWAY,

RP just texted me.

him, a sweet 17-year-old whom asked me if i was alright at the bus during our ride home. twice ;p

its sweet and all . but i dont remember exchanging numbers.

xxxooo.

supercamp

2009-06-02T19:50:00.024+08:00

I kinda like it when you do that (:

but this I will not tell

JenYeen's back frm SuperCampppp (:
and mind you,
supercamp was sheer awesomeness.

hahahhaha.

met alot of diff ppl,learnt alot, had lotsa fun and actually wanted it to last.
Interact's SuperCamp was definitely unlike Prefect Camp or any other camps ive been to and i liked it.

i miss every single one of the campers i knw there already, you know.
those who were in WTF - my groupie's name(:
and even those who werent.

Team F a.k.a WTF (:

WTF stands for Worldwide Tactical Force
no, seriously ;p

i remember feeling upset since i was the only one frm SriAman in my team,
but who would have guessed it turned out so well :D
the guys in my team were such gentlemen (: whereas
the gals were simply amazing.

eventho we ended up fifth,
(it was out of ten) ;p
the experience was simply Remarkable.
- notice that capital R (: -

aaaaaaaah.
i wish SuperCamp had lasted longer.
cause it rly was the bomb .

I LOVEEEEEE EVERYONE IN WTF
LIKE NO OTHER (:

ps : to all of you who have promised to attend SriAman's I.U Day this 13th June, make sure you come kayy(:
i wanna see yuuu all again.
yeah, especially you.

mwah.

five things .

2009-05-27T21:31:00.011+08:00

FIVE.
this is it.
SuperCamp.
this saturday.
like. supperrrr.
ahahhahaa.

FOUR.
Ytd's interview went well.
wasnt magnificent, but was :)-able

i guess.
and im thankful for that.

thnks y'all, for ze laks :p
ze hugs and ze dry jokes that were totally ~~irrelevant~~
relevant(:

THREE.
am so looking forward to the 2 weeks holiday.
aren't you?

TWO.
I missssssss my sister (:
OIII youuuu, do you hear?
home is this way.
GRIN.

ONE.
i jst read my diary a while ago.
and i realised that nearly all
the entries in my diary used to be soo..
very innocent. in a. very. funny way.
hahhahahaha.
go figure.

TA.

i hate you

2009-05-27T20:37:00.008+08:00

YOU DON'T MEAN IT

by Melodramatic Fool

Maybe you won't speak to me today

It's nothing new

Maybe you'll hate me for what I'll say

I'll stand by you

I'll take every hit because I know

Beneath the surface of your

Condescending words and disapproving glances

Is the same blood in my veins

And someone I could never hate

So just because I've stuck around

Doesn't mean that I'm brave

I'm just too scared to ever let you go

Maybe you'll laugh at me for something

That I did wrong

Maybe you'll scold me for everything

I'll laugh along

Even when my heart is sore and burned

I'll bite my tongue until it hurts

Just so I won't have to endure more criticism

Because it can be hard to take

When I am threatening to break

So just 'cause you don't see me cry

Doesn't mean I'm all right

I'm just too stubborn to let my pain show

When you're done hurting me

I'll be waiting patiently

For you to come to your senses

I won't return the pain

I'll treat you just the same

'Cause I know you never meant it

BUT HEY,
unlike Melodramatic Fool ,
i hate you.

BLAHS.

2009-05-26T00:13:00.010+08:00

Like EVERYDAY >(

LISTEN ;

i don't wanna be anywhere near you,

not unless im with you.

Night At The Museum 2 was Hilarious

Haahhaaha :) the lil einsteins,

singing cupids, AND the everything else were

so adorable woi (:

every1 in the cinema hall was literally

roaring with laughter throughout the entire movie..

so yeah

i rate it ;- 8.5/10 (:

ps : interact interview -> tmr :)
wish me LOTSA luckk.

MWAAAH

VAINN(:

2009-05-09T22:52:00.008+08:00

whatchu staring at.

i giveeee youuuuu ... LALA (:

rawrrrr (:

i say;

If this isnt vain enuf,

I dont know what else is.

HAHAHAHHA(:

PS :

keep your thoughts to yourself,

i dont wanna know ;p

1 more hour to Mother's Day .

and im so wasting my time .

frown.

happy b.dae pei yin

2009-05-09T22:15:00.013+08:00

we laugh at Tarzan Woman's hair

during meetings.

Thats ONE of our dirty lil secret,

if you must know.

hahahahhahahahah (:

First of all,
Happy Birthday Pei Yin! (:
this leng lui is finally sixteen .
like yay. hahahha.

Dear Pei Yin,
we've been thru quite alot together,
haven't we?

well. eventho we're most likely going to part after SPM..
since u dont intend to further ur studies in Taylors,
i believe our this ...
unconditional friendship will definitely last.
too much memories to forget laaa (:

and YOUUU.
tell me what you want for you're sixteenth b.dae.
or ill buy you ....
..
a fax machine.

hahahahhahhahaha :D
once again,
HAPPY SWEET 6TEEN, missy.

ily.
mwaaaaah(:

loveletters :( thrown awayyyy

2009-05-07T23:42:00.014+08:00

I WISH.

GRRRRRRRRRR.

i still canNOT believe the fact tht I threw them ALL away.
All the ~~loveletters~~ cute lil notes i used to receive frm (dududu <3)

cant help bt to feel silly .
ive kept the basketball cards, bottle caps, etc ..
but not THE notes. damn.

PS: vain pictures of mine are on their way
to music-mylovetheraphy.blogspot.com, aren'tyouexcited?

three words four you . Wai Tf Orit (:

ive lost my one way
ticket to the blues~

for now.

Lies

2009-05-04T23:41:00.005+08:00

Go on
Tell me another one of your lies
Might as well stick to
what you're good at, no?

camp.

2009-05-01T16:40:00.013+08:00

Dear diary,

someting good happened today.

he finally called me by my name.

I didn't know how to behave

What to say or do

I was so confused

Dear Diary,

I wanna talk to him again.
.

-Dear Diary, M2M

im back frm camp, peeps (:
the camp was alright ,
[penulisan kreatif camp . hahahhaa. talk abt being random]
and it was far better than what i had speculated .

,
made many many new friends ..
TWO whom i really liked and gt kinda close to (my roommates .. from CHS)
was called up front to talk ,
had 6 meals a day ,
enjoyed both abang saiful's and umi's inspirational talks ,
composed two puisi xD
camwhored ,
slipped and landed on my left thigh on my way out of the loo in my room ,
shared blonde moments with Husnul , Iman Izni and Michelle Claudia ,
had our laughs ,
shared our rage ,
made fun of each other ,
received compliments c:

Needless to say,

we created memories
and so much more (:

later.

it`s called ze Parkinson's Law

2009-04-28T22:24:00.006+08:00

it`s called ze Parkinson's Law.

Qwertyyuiop,
LaughOutLOUD .
hello, you.
..
dadada.
duuu.

.
i hope ill see some familiar faces at camp tmr! (:
however unlikely it is.

kayy, TA .

random laaa.

2009-04-25T22:55:00.009+08:00

Hey MR,
I can feel your eyes on the back of my head,
And i dont like it.

PostScript : Pictures not uploaded yet. Be patient, yeah(:

Help.

2009-04-21T16:33:00.009+08:00

so much to do ,
so little time .

frown.

lake garden

2009-04-19T14:21:00.016+08:00

hahahhahahaha.
while i was ego-surfing on net,
i found this .
CLICK

- BaBa got us all on NST :P -
LaughOutLoud.

and now an entry about the Lake Garden daytrip with the Rumah Juara orphans yesterday.

it was okay, just that personally i felt the climax of the trip was when i scooped up a chick :) chick as in a LIL BABY CHICKEN. x)

:) chicks.

since we were actually allowed to pick our kid, i wanted Don.
but see, right after i got on the bus, Esther(an orphan) picked me. hm.

Long story.

but to cut the long story short, she asked Amy(an interactor)who sat next to her to ask me to sit next to her instead.

looool.

and even after we got down the bus, she kept reminding me that SHE is my kid for the day.

i was actually fine with it. Glad , even. cause my 'child' likes me.

Well until Don tapped my back and said silently;
nobody wants me, in mandarin.

yeah.

i felt so sorry for him and hence wanted him to be my child for the day..

but Esther kept pulling me away from him -.-
so i got him another interactor instead :(

mind you, this child under my care (named Esther).. is a superrrr demanding child . Lol.

ALSO, i had to push her out towards the exit of the souvenir shop in spite of how much i wanted the air-cond to last..
because she. wanted. EVERYTHINGGGG. in. tht. shop.

POUT.

. i taught her the art of camwhoring ;p

For a moment i seriously doubted if id ever want to have children xD

& you should know i like children . cause they are simply so adoooorable(:(:(:

no . not those aged 7/8 onwards , but toddlers :DD

Esther is seven.

OH. you know right before all that..
right after i entered the orphanage when i first arrived, this lil girl like about 3yrs old pulled my hand and hugged my left legggg :D awwhhs .

my partner that day was Nisha :)
Needless to say, she'd make a great mom...
eventhough Esther liked me more . wheeee <3

Lets not mention the part where she ditched me and Esther cause she needed to leave to some random place with a few other interactors. ish ;P
still trying not to hate you, nisha! :D haha.

[ speaking of which, my partner was meant to be Natasha .. but she has jst transferred to a MRSM in Sabah :( or so i heard.

NATASHA, make sure you COME BACKKK SOON. don make us miss you too much k? (: ]

Me. Esther. Nisha.

There, we visited the Orchid Garden, Deer Park and a Bird Park.
Best one was the bird park , i suppose . There was a Bird Show , too .

But i guess i watched one too many birdshows ady. so i wasnt at all impressed :/

OHWELLS. that basically sums up my day yesterday .

& thnk youu pei yin for the transportation.

think id have gotten lost if i were to go to the Rumah Juara myself, instead of going over to yours first.

i saw a duckling there somewhere.

Suki's . Mine .

mwah.

pck

2009-04-19T10:49:00.010+08:00

now that sports day is over,

im surprised i actually miss staying back for first aid lessons

and dutying on sports day .

Lol. i know, weird stuffs.

ANYWAY, i have here..

A note to my fellow first-aiders

(if you're not, then pls dont strain your eyes -.-)

am so sorry tht i had trouble remembering all of your names ,

but know that i do acknowledge each of you , your faces , your commitment ,etc KAY.

(basically everything else but your names. but now i do!)

somewhat ;p

OH OH OH .

not to forget our theme song on sports day . COUGH .

Under the sun~~

Sitting and fanning,

Sweating and dying!

Under the suuun!

hahahaahaha. inside jokee .

kthnksbai(:

The Officers :p

spot me spot me spot me! :D

Well done girls :)
MUCH LOVES,
JY.

& PS : i DID turn darker after sports day, y'all . sheesh.

random

2009-04-13T00:53:00.005+08:00

He told her ;

"well the stars up in the sky and the leaves on the tree all the broken bits that make you trip and the grassy bits in between all the matter in the world sums up to how much i like you."

She said "whatt?"

hahahha c:

under construction

2009-04-10T00:29:00.005+08:00

Dear You,

This Blog Is Currently ~~Abandoned~~ Under Construction :p
BUT in the meantime..
Nah. something random.

hee.

XXX

WOOOOOTs.

2009-03-28T14:08:00.007+08:00

OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD.

GUESS WHAT?
am now using my plasma tv as a computer screen ,
a wireless mouse and keyboard to type this entry
while im on my bed.
At the attic.

I KNOW RIGHT.
a tv-cum-computer with internet access .
yay. what a pleasant surprise :D

think multi-tasking.
think webcaming , msning , blogging , surfing the net (+ all the other stuffs you do online)
AND
watching tv / dvds / series / astro .. . on a biggg screen ,
All At Once :)

hahahahahhaha .
im so excited .
whhheeeeeeeeeeeeeee C:

X

amanda's party tomorrow

2009-03-22T23:08:00.010+08:00

No regrets, just set backs.
No mistakes, just lessons.

History can only be set once; it can never be altered or modified.

So don't hold yourself back ..

there's no point in dwelling on the past.

The invite stares at me.
I stare at the invite.

In my hands I hold :

-----------------------------
YOU'RE INVITED

For : Amanda`s 'Wet & Wild' Party

Date : 28/3/09

Time : 5pm - 10pm

Place : Amanda's Hse -.-

Given By : Amanda .

R.S.V.P : 25/3/09
-----------------------------------

ps : remember to VOTE EARTH for Earth Hour at 8.30 pm on the 28th, aighttt!
pps : Your light switch is your vote (:

LaughOutLoud.
uh. The light in my room sort of just turned on by itself moments ago.

love is ... ?

2009-03-17T01:20:00.005+08:00

Its moments where we're so wrapped up
in making plans to have fun..

that we dont see, we're just

trying to make each other happy.

sweet 16

2009-03-15T00:48:00.020+08:00

6teen at last (:
sweeeet.

PS : thnks you guys , for staying up JUST to wish me at 12am sharp.
know that i love you all so very much c:

mwaaaah.

UPDATE :
here i give you a list of ppl i love , who cared enough to send me a b.dae note (:

special thnks and love..

to Jenny for calling me from Russia to wish me a happy b.dae (:

to Rianne for texting me before 12 cause she was afraid she would fall asleep by then (:

to Win Yean for wanting to wish me first and the cute mms she sent me (:

to Joey for texting me at 11.58pm, telling me im OLD.. (:

to Jing Wei for her lovely b.dae message that made me smile (:

to Namisha for wishing me at 12.03am , calling me sexy (:

to Nicholas for his msgs ~~kacauing~~ accompanying me before until after my b.dae and stalking(yes,literally) me on my b.dae while i was shopping (:

to Christopher for throwing me a one man birthday party, or so he says (:

to Michele for wanting to be the first to wish me but ended up texting me at 12.22am ... and her SUPERSUPERSUPERSWEET blogpost that was rly touching (: [click > Michele Lim ]

to MagLim for wishing me a sweet 6teen via msn and phone (:

to Amanda Anuja for texting me a b.dae note at 12.46am and today morning (:

to Elsheba K for wishing me at 12.57am at her cousin's hse (:

to Kar Teng for wishing me a happy b.dae from an unknown number at 5.45am (:

to Husnul for her sweet msg telling me she loves me (:

to Danishia for sending me a cute mms (:

to PohLian for sending me short b.dae note and telling me im dangerous . hahaha.(:

to Mun Theng for sending me a b.dae msg with a cute bear in it and for posting up a sweet b.dae post calling me cute and EVIL at the same time [click > Mun Theng] (:

to Pei Yin for wishing me a happy sweet sixteen (:

to Farah Jee for her sweet msg , being sorry for not wishing me at 12.. and making me feel special (:

to Wendy for her "birthday song" + a short but sweet note of love (:

to Suki for texting me a simple i love you (:

to Peige for remembering and wishing me a happy b.dae (:

to Er Whey for wishing me a sweet 16 and telling me to enjoy my day (:

to Mel Koay for texting me at 11.22pm although i didnt have her number in my phonebook (:

to Shi Ling for her surprising msg with a three layer cake in it (:

to Amanda Leong for remembering to wish me on my b.dae eventhough we dont see each other any longer (:

to Win Wei for remembering to wish me despite the fact that we've only known each other for like 3 weeks (:

to Syahir for finally remembering my b.dae and his sweet msg (:

to Nattu for her b.dae msg IN CAPS telling me she loves me (:

to Sandra for "fed-exing" prince charming to my house (or so she says) -The one i was talking abt on icc- (:

to Ai Vee for a surprising b.dae msg frm her. Surprises me how she still remembers after 7 yrs (:

to Divya for wishing me a sweet sixteen and telling me she loves me (:

to Mun Cheng for wishing me a happy belated b.dae eventhough it IS still my b.dae (:

to Seetha for trying to call me 5 times on my cell eventhough i failed to pick any of the calls up (:

to Mei Yen for wishing me a happy b.dae[since she lost my number , ill put here name here] (:

to Hsu Ven for wishing me 30 minutes BEFORE my b.dae ENDS, cause she just wants to be special ;p hahahaha (:

to Winney for wishing me only 15 mins AFTER my b.dae cause she forgot :( but at least she remembered , so oh wells (:

to Kean Hua , my bro for an unexpected b.dae present (:

to my Mom and Dad for that Japanese Buffet at ShoGun , that Dragonball Revolution movie and a BEAUTIFUL handbag that was rather costly (:

tadaaaaa!
BOTTOMLINE :
you guys TOTALLY made my day. yes, all 40 of you .

and i love you guys more than words can say , i swear its true (:

update. yes, again :

i think i shall add another list here , for those who wished me on my cbox :
thnk you Dhama dearie who posted a sweet b.dae entry for me(: [click : Dhama ] and yes dhama, i will start saying hi :D , and Lilian too, HAHAHAHA. LILIAN TOO :p oops. SORRY.(lets start over) lilian is such a darling for posting up that sweet b.dae entry for me(: [click : Lilian ] btw, yes, lilian i am SO gonna take you out when i turn 17 :D , Yamuna , Ai Peng , Pn Christina , and Yuet Ting for dropping by to wish me a happy b.dae (:

SORRY im not listing those of you who wished me on msn / facebook / friendster here kay. its 2am ady .
but yeah (: know that i love you guys no less .

and so i blew the candles (:

cant wait

2009-03-11T00:24:00.009+08:00

dadada. dididi. DU. DU.

14th March [ICC] ,
15th March [SweetSixteen] ,
one week break ,
and
2nd July [sis is flying back to msia]
:D

i simply canNOT wait (:

I QUOTE ;

life seems to be somewhat bearable
when you've events to look forward to

ta.

Nattu's Sweet Sixteen

2009-03-08T23:57:00.014+08:00

I stared at the monster.
The monster stared at me.

Bought a total of SEVEN dresses, one black leggings, belt,

a pair of heels and some new accessories yesterday.

Im a happy teenager(:

Nattu's Sweet Sixteen at Uncle Chillis , Hilton was simply amazing :)

Its a bar, by the way.. not a restaurant xD

Anyway, everyone looked terrific tonight(yep,i just came back),

the performing band was awesome ,

the food was heavenly (and cheesy),

the games we played were . .. bold.

yup, bold is the word alright xD

Pei Yin and I were the first two to reach,

The Female Lead arrived late.

But she made a grand entrance nevertheless.

Cause when TFL (Natashyia) came , everyone enveloped her in a group hug ,

flashlights flashed , the confetti 'exploded' (rofl)

and well ,
we were really loud .

hahahahaha.

well. YEAH .

byk sexy woii xD

we buried her face in her pretty cake :)

this matches my outfit. yay.

- points to the longest candle -

hahahhahahha.

i like her. shes so sporting (:

The Band.

lalallala.

lotsa love .

BYTHEWAY,

'the chocolate run' by Dorothy Koomson

was a compelling read , i liked it .

xxx

michele b.dae post

2009-03-05T23:48:00.009+08:00

HELLOOO world.

i dedicate this post to Michele Lim .

her b.dae was on the THIRD MARCH , and i didnt get to hug her :(

(This beautiful girl was born 12 days before me, ok! hahahahhaa)

And Ive known her since Form1, i suppose.

This is why Im so close to her eventhough we hardly speak

to each other in school. Why I'd talk to her like Ive known her since forever -

shes sincere, friendly, caring, utterly hilarous and absolutely sweet.

Yeap. That was the first impression i had when i met her - sweet.

Usually , i take time to get this close to someone . But not michi! hahaha.
Perhaps michele lim is just special :)

Despite that, we still need bond okayh!

I DONT HAVE A SINGLE PICTURE OF US.

SOO, you better take pics with me during ICC!

and update me about your lovelife :( I miss giving you silly advices.

hahahahahaha.

okok. gotta go nw.

Happy Belated Sweet Sixteen , michi!

lovya :)

mwah.

just answer this.

2009-02-24T23:56:00.004+08:00

Just Answer This.

Which is better?
A Lie that draws a smile
or
The truth that draws a tear?

oh btw, hi.
im back from Prefect Camp already.

OMG. OMG. OMG.
-

-
UPDATE :
course ill hug you .
I love you, dont i?

lack of updates

2009-02-18T22:33:00.019+08:00

hello world.
sorry for the lack of updates.

...

In case you dont already know,

I am leading a life of a sixteen year old .

and life as one isnt exactly sweet.

nope. not even close.

long school hours ,
march test in two weeks ,
assignments . projects . presentations . peka . lab reports . notes .
Or in general , homeworks .

-pause -

HOMEWORKS .
the thought of having 6 thousand To-Do's e v e r y day
punches me in the head every time I blink
and open my eyes to discover that I am, in fact,
in secondary four .. you know?

sigh. anyway,
prefect camp is in two days - this Friday !
forthreedaysandtwonights .
cant wait! :)
( Eventhough that means bidding farewell to my weekend break . Again . )

ajoiwejrgivefwlm
f'pawmeojreiowneflkdsmmyweekendlefmiAWMNFlwn3mbreak!rp'19u4829y432wnGRR.

On a side note,
I think I ought to blog about baba's sweet sixteen party ...
-or maybe just post up a few pictures -

soon.

when i have the time.

..
.

:/ oh dear.

jingwei'ssweetsixteen.

2009-02-09T03:52:00.013+08:00

Jing Wei's Sweet Sixteen.

partied from 6 till like 10 :D

wont elaborate more,
its 5 in the morning now.
i can barely breathe.

let alone type.
so ill just leave you with the pictures.

this is what i wore.

group piccy.

cough* THEY are the lalas. :p

:)

:D

dresses/skirts only :D

joeyBALONIjong:)

hahahahhaa. ilikethispic.

we're smiling(:

dum dum di dum dum dum .
*yawns

goodnite <3

UPdate! :
JingWei's party was uber fun :)
reached at six sharp and everyone was already there..
Waiting.
at least i wasnt late , JINGWEI :) heh.
i keep promises , okay -beams-
OHoh. calvin , destinee ,xing yao(ithinkthatshowyouspellit)
and some other puay chai friends of hers turned up as well.
so yeah, quite a number of ppl were at that party.
yeah. so thats kinda it actually.
cause i needa go ;p
mommy is giving me a lecture . again .
bye .

parrrrrtaaaaaay

2009-02-08T09:54:00.029+08:00

SONIA'S SWEET 6TEEN PARTY :)
partied from 8 till 1 . wheeeee .

sonia looked pulchritudinous that day.

heck , we ALL did :)

in the midst of the party, namisha, krishi and I went

to the park in front of sonia's hse to get on the swings :)

we had no choice.
Those swings sent us 'puppy-eyed please' rays - am honest.

anyhow, thnkyou Sonia's mum for letting us off to the park.

You were concerned , we knew.
but see , those half naked lil men didnt do anything to us while we were there .

thnk god :D

too bad i didnt bring my cam along to the park.

i had fun acting as tho we were six . heh.
Ex-ktians too like erique, nicholas, steven, sugumaran, and krishi showed up.

so it was like a mini reunion after FOUR YEARS.

awesomee :)
[[sorry sheung jien ,sonia said she didnt have your contact number so she couldnt invite you .

i swear she had you name under her to-invite list]]
oh and also,
when nic got himself a cup of whisky, everyone wanted a sip .
So he thought i wanted to try too and offered.

But being the innocent girl i am, ;D of course i declined .
(eventho i doubt declining whiski frm a guy proves the point . hahahahha)
So he said he'll brb and got me a cup of whisky + coke instead.
-He prolly spitted in there.HAHA. but lets not get there-

anyway, my point is.. NEWSFLASH! Whisky + coke is actuaaally drinkable .

yummy, even. Go try (:

yeah . so as it ended at 12 + , my cheeks were literally PINK.

i dont think i was HIGH. but i did do something stupid.

Im warning yoou. DO NOT.

Do
something silly like ask me what .
cos ill do
something silly like answer you..
AND I DONT WANT THAT, YOU HEAR ME? D<

anyway,

Think i looked kinda drunk with my very much pink & heated cheeks ;p

but only he noticed so it was skay.
who cares about him , rite. Hes the idiot :D

ALOT more things happened , actually..

The suit-like thing i borrowed frm mel , the cake cutting session,

the jingwei and sonia birthday singin session, the hilarious games, or that i was the first to be forfeited in the hoop game. Also ,that JingWei , Amanda and me were shy on the dance floor

, capturing the moment or checking our reflections in the mirror 24/7 ... being self-conscious :) Not to forget, the table session where we, exktians sat on one table and talked .. Gossiped and such.
-Anyhow, was not photogenic that day .
so didnt camwhore MUCH-

ill show you :)

♥

8th Feb is their day :)

amanda and me.

the boy got to do his thing.

hahahhaha.

wheeee.

group picc.
memories and so much more.
(l - r ) me, nicholas, namisha , krishi.

omgness , i know :D

Sonia Prame Sivan , i love.

toodles .

this boy

2009-02-08T08:47:00.015+08:00

So there's this boy...
Everytime he walks in,
---A warm blush rises to my cheeks.
The way he laughs,
--Makes me smile.
When he speaks,
---I get butterflies.
When our hands touched,
---I go weak.

The warmth of his hug,

---uuuuhhhh. -melts-
&& Everything about him,
--Reminds me of Prince Charming(:

I would introduce him to you,
But you'd fall in love with him too.

but damn the shyness i get when you're around.

anyhow,

Interact Probationer's Seminar 2009 was a success!

Sri Aman had the honour of hosting this annual event this year,

and ee von and i were given the chance to emcee :)

i was ecstatic, basically what i did was to emcee. and then lepak.

and then take pictures, and then look out . for. you know :)

hahahahhaa.

oh. need to apologise to evelyn for terconteng-ed her tie :x

sry evelyn. xD

AND HAHAHAHAHA.

one more thing i need to scream out loud.

I MET ,THEN USHERED THIS GUY I PRANK SMS-ED DURING MY PENANG TRIP to his group's class TODAYY! I KNOWW. such a coincidence rite? :D i was like. omging when natasha told me HE was one of the probationers.

shhh. nobody knows the whole story except natasha nadiah and I :)

lets keep it that way.

smirks.

:(

2009-02-05T21:22:00.019+08:00

Tears do not wash away your sorrow,
they feed someone elses joy.

Im not going to break down.
Of course not.

To type & print

Emcee Script [Interact] ☑
Meeting minutes [BSMM] ☐
AJK'S namelist [BSMM] ☑
Moral Nilai(s) ☑

Moral Assignment ☑

i get distracted too easily.

-scowls-

oh . am now selling ICC TICKETS, CUPCAKES and INT. NEWSLETTERS .

Pm me if you're interested . ty .

breathe

2009-02-04T23:05:00.006+08:00

BREATHE. JenYeen. BREATHE.

cny post

2009-01-29T16:21:00.017+08:00

Its a flying grasshopper, I swear.

Am finally back from Paloh, Johore and Taiping, Perak. Whew.

ChineseNewYear celebration at both daddy's and mommy's hometown
was great . Fantastic, even (:
and it wouldnt have been .. without the cousins C:
Here ; Some pictures to briefly tell you what happened in the past few days.

1st. The RedPackets.
The amount of cash in most of the
RedPackets i received this yr increased!
A pleasant surprise indeed C:
-does a lap of honour around my room-HAHAHAHA.

2nd. The firecrackers.
mind BLOWING. hahahaha.
You have nooo idea what i went thru to capture these.

3rd. The Mahjong.
The only entertainment during CNY . well, sort of.

My winning set of tiles! B)

hahahahahhaa. inside joke C:

SQUINT and you'll see the face of a devil.

If i were you, i'd rather focus on my Aunt
enveloping her baby Yu Xin into a hug.

4th. Kisses.that landed on MY LEFT CHEEK.

The Culprit. Signifying triumph, i suppose.

This generous dude gave me 12 kisses (or MORE).
The big deal? I BARELY KNOW HIM! -.-
Why, you ask? Because i have the most amazing cousin named EIK HUI who thought
it was funny to have him do that to me. Thats why.

5th. The Food.
Had steamboat and BBQ-ed. Scrumptious.

Eik Hui a.k.a the Tukang Bakar is shy.

Otak - otak!

MY PIECE OF CHICKEN WING! ;p

do you see something? DO YOU?!

nothing but a figure that looked like a lady.

6th. The Vending Machine, for the FIRSTIMEVER.
WELL, embraced my inner child this CNY.
I've got myself a... gun. no, 4 guns, a necklace and a blue toy
out of all the vending machines i managed to see. JOY.

TOY GUN! aaah, smiles.

7th. The cousins.
Need i say more?

Say hi to Yi Jun. the 'perasan cute' cousin of mine.
hahahhahahhahahahaha. sry, bt i jst HAD TO post this up.
dont shoot me.

:) THIS IS HOW YOU CHEAT IN MAHJONG.
And a pic of Yi Xiang thinking.
hahahahahahaha.

So the boy in blue a.k.a the culprit and his sister next to him and
the woman carrying Yu Xin arent my cousins.
Also , my sister, Jen Nee is missing.

Fundamentally, thats what happened in Johore.
And now , what happened in Taiping .
A visit to my paternal extended family.

1st. TheHouseWeLivedIn.
One word - disgusting.

2nd. The Food.
Buffet . Buffet . Thai Tomyam. Etc .

3rd. The FireCrackers.
Creative! C:

Wheeeee.

In case you dont know, this is half a heart.

yay C: jadi.

4th. The cousins.
Awesome. Surprisingly i talked to Yu Xian most this CNY C:
he is flying off to aussie this Feb. ill miss him for sure =)

5th. The Wild Boars.
ya, i touched one of these .
Rumour has it. It is said that if you touch one of these in Taiping ,
you'll have all the luck you need to hit the JACKPOT.
Hence, the crowd.

WHAT? i wasnt bold enough to FLASH :x

Poor thing :(
Wild Boars have feelings too, dont they know?

6th. The Mahjong.
Yes, again. But this time, purple tiles.

7th. The Jenga.
We had a couple of Jenga competitions - to burn time.
Like ; who can build the tallest building with limited jengas.
Or the most stable one. Or the World War III / VI :)

TEH enemy defending their castle with THAT :)

Kacau.

Yeah. their empire. HAHAHAHAHA.

k, thats it.
im off to finish up my homeworks. GAARH.
MOUNTAINS and MOUNTAINS of homeworks.
speaking of which,
im training my teddy to .. um. do something.
-wink-

PS : I dont need a mirror to know that ive grown rounder this CNY. POUT.

happy cny :)

2009-01-23T19:01:00.018+08:00

Palm trees, ocean breeze, salty air, sun kissed hair,
that endless summer,
take me there.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR , you!

its about time.

Cheers.

To partying, ~~to drinking and to gambling.~~
from morning till dawn (:

& that, too.
(COUGHgrowingmyCOUGHnails)

so yeah ,

JenYeen will be MIA

pulchritudinous

2009-01-18T16:25:00.014+08:00

Im goin to take 6 million years to tell you all about yesterday .
Believe it.

So for now,
ill feed you this.

On my way to Redbox[Farah's party] . stuck in traffic .

YOU SEE.

how is one supposed to look pulchritudinous here in this blog ,
when the colours in the pictures posted
turn one shade lighter than the original shade!
You know what im saying?

gr.
im offically hunting for a new blogskin (yes , again)

Big Bang

2009-01-16T02:13:00.032+08:00

Areyoureadytofallinlove? ARE YOU?!

SATURDAYohSATURDAY.

BOO.
i took a pic of my face. Partially hidden behind my camera -it goes with my blogskin okayh- And I posted tht pic here earlier, hoping tht it would look NICE despite the lack of the colour yellow in tht pic to match my yellowishblogskin.You see, i couldnt be bothered to photoshop it and make it yellowish. But upon uploading tht pic on net, it had obviously chose to defy my will because. Instead, it turned UGLY, blurrish and yellow.the NOTsoNICE yellow,mind you. bleug. SO NO PIC.

BOO HOO.
theres school this Saturday in the morning,Thursday timetable.

YAY.
Farah's early b.dae celebration at Garden's RedBox is after school - Sat afternoon
/imgoingtosing.rofl

POUT.
Rianne's House Warming at seven - Sat night. 50percent chance of seeing ncgt -stone-
it has been 4 years, i tak mauuu.

Ya, shy. No,not afraid.

IM IN 4SCIENCEAMANAH.

Silence. Everything was silence.

Pure, perfect silence.
The kind of silence , i'd imagine that came way before the Big Bang.
Our class , 4SA had that silence.
Everyone held their breath.
Everyone was waiting for the Big Bang.

bumped into pei yin

2009-01-11T14:39:00.031+08:00

Dearest Pei Yin,
please QUIT stalking me! ;p
Yesterday.Was.The.Second.Time.
I.Bumped.Into.You.On.A.Non-School.Day.

hahahaha(:

It Is To Love A Girl

One. Million. Ways.

;)

emo. ncgt necklace

2009-01-07T21:30:00.037+08:00

Believe.

Was emoing till I found this.

& then miraculously , i could smile again :) like yay.

yes, it is a necklace. not a very fancy one, you might say ..
BUT it has a great sentimental value woii :D
reminds me of those sweet childhood memories of mine, that i truly cherish.

he, whom i used to avoid but later got tired of ;p
he, who shared my childhood days.
he, who blablabla.
he, who yaddayaddayadda.
he, who has his name in that dolphin-shaped necklace as well.
(NO CLUE, dont ask me) ;x
he, who duudadaduda.

so to him , who did quite alot ,
thank you.(howironicHAHAHAiusedto~~hate~~dislikeyou^^)

we were once so lil.., so adorable, so gullible, so clueless & so innocent ;p
hahahahahahahhaha.
but im still innocent. so BOO you ;D -GRIN-

Then the clock continued to tick and soon enough .. we grew up..
[[and i turned SHY ;p yaa, JenYeenIsShy :) i mean, why would anyone think i am not.
Did you read about my GuyInBlack incident? sheesh. absolute shyness i tell you .tsktsk. ]]
ANYWAY.. yeah, and head our own ways.. but those precious memories stays, okay! :D
-no worries. ive got enough memory sticks for everybody in my life :) -

haha. yeaaaah ..so back to the topic :):):)

MHM, come to think of it, him and i have shared
countless pretty odd coincidences one too many times back then.
the market one. the aquarium. the birthdays. the class one.. and more..
any of these sounds familiar to him , i wonder?
you, the sesat one.. fahamfaham je la kay :)

BUT Mind you all,
both him and i are simply justfriends..
FINE , perhaps slightly more than 'just friends' since we have known each other for like 10 years already. [whoa, TEN YEARS o_o]
but we're nothing like whateveritisthatyoumightbethinkingofrightnow..
i swear.
Everybody has a close guy friend , dont you?

Heck , youknowhat? Do not even bother registering the content of this post into your brain ..
they are one quarter bulls .

(;
ps : So I got over what i was emoing about. & I feel like a newborn now , somehow :D

mm. go figure.
ta.

2009.

2009-01-04T04:02:00.024+08:00

2009 - Made your new year resolutions yet? I havent. Should I?

School is reopening tomorrow.
Surprisingly, I can still remember what the first day of school last year was like..
Some entered the school half asleep with their ties and shoe laces untied.
Most of them hugged and squealed ...
upon meeting their BFFs / Fs .
Teenagers alert :)

~~Im still confused why did the school chose to only announce our classes on Monday~~
~~Maybe they wanted us to excite us! lol -.-~~
~~Sigh. Might as well just let the mystery unravel itself on tht day. Aye?~~
My sister just solved the Monday mystery ;P
The school did have a valid reason. Sorry. My bad.

3 months of holidays ends tomorrow 9_9
I guess I can say I that wasted it well.
And had my share of slacking :p

I wanted to write you a letter but I didnt know where to start.

I wanted to sing you a song written straight from my heart.

I wanted to send you a picture but none of them looked right.

I wanted to tell you I love you ,

But i just said Goodnight.

PMR

2009-01-01T04:15:00.015+08:00

pmResultsWereOutOnThe30thDec08.

Straight A's / 7A's equals to SEVEN HUNDRED BUCKS, BABY! :)

and yes,
its 2009 already.
Happy New Year , you!

Tata, 2008.

Giggling,

Laughing,

Smiling and Blushing,

I love spending my nights talking to you :)

three things (:

2008-12-27T02:19:00.014+08:00

i wanted to blog about three things :)

One.
i just googled 'how to tie a tie'
:D

Two.

i want a nickname :)
and im thinkin of Amber :p
how does Amber Si Jen Yeen sounds?

Three.
i camwhored(:

ILOOKLIKEAWANNABE.hahaha.

holding my breathe, i was.

retard :)

0_0 a healthy glow ;p

doing my thing (:

blahh . see you ;)

merry xmas

2008-12-25T03:09:00.015+08:00

.....+.. ,*, + *
..*.....,;';*~
.....,:;#_;%:,
,_;:#*;:;^:&~_,_,

I MADE THIS mini XMAS TREE MYSELF!
wheeee (:
may it bring you and your family
hope, joy,love and peace in 2009
Merry Xmas! ^^

i dreamt of you, and your name was Lee Shan.

hence,the nickname ~~Shane~~ Shawn :)

isnt it so much better than G.I.B

hahahahahahaha

lets see if i can get your email tonite! (:

wheeeee

pspsp. i sound like a complete l u n a t i c .

i am aware ;D

& fyi ,

its 5.30 am now(:

like he said, i am nocturnal

or am i diurnal cos its already a.m

-shrugs-

xo.

that guy in black

2008-12-23T22:12:00.028+08:00

winyean's b.dae falls on the 23rd Dec - today ツ

happy b.dae lalamum/twinsister.

know that i sayang you, kay!

haha. and rmb you owe wendy and me lunch ツ

OU with Husnul,Su Ann, Amanda, Sanuja and Pei Yin..lunched at TGIF
Movie of Choice -Yes Man
now let me tell you my story, what happened today ツ
starting with the phrase 'had i not' ... hahhahaha..

becauseifeellikeit

That Guy In Black ツ

BeforeTheMovie

had i not walked down the escalator first before my friends -after we purchased the movie tickets-, i wouldnt have seen him down the escalator, glanced at me .. & smiled(its either that, or i was imagining it.. hahaha) ツ

had i not told sanuja

i noticed tht the guy in black down the escalator was rather cute when i saw him looked back,

sanuja wouldnt have told me that she saw him ~~checking me out~~ looked at me a couple of times :p

had i not told sanuja about him at all, i would have nobody to nudge

when i saw him and his friend for the second time that day,

walking towards where we were coming from ツ

DuringTheMovie

had amanda not been picky in selecting her seats in the cinema,

i wouldnt have sat next to to pei yin and

yet 'another' ツツ guy clad in a black shirt [or so i thought]

had i not joked with pei yin that it might be some very charismatic guy

occupying the vacant seat next to mine,
i wouldnt have turned so pink when he sat down next to me.

had sanuja not whispered "black shirt"

right after she saw him who were about to sit next to me,

i wouldnt have recgonised him as the guy i've bumped into earlier ツ

had there not be only one armrest between him and me, our arms wouldnt have brushed against each other's

so many times during the movie [he was restless, i guess i kinda was too]

had i not had the urge to mumble sorry when our arms touched

one too many times -.- , he wouldnt have gestured 'no prob' with his fingers and i wouldnt have had flicked him a nervous smile ツ

had he not been so busy distracting me with his handphone

[receiving calls/texting/fiddling it],

i wouldnt have had the guts nor a reason to look to my left - where he was - during the movie,

AND i would have understood the movie better -pouts-

had he not said 'whoa' right after i said 'wow' during the movie,

[seriously, we were the only ones wow-ing at tht scene x)]

i wouldn't have been so attentive to every comment that he articulated after that :p

AfterTheMovie.

had pei yin not complained about having to queue up in the washroom

[which i saw him and his friend walk into after the movie],

we wouldnt have had to look for another washroom downstairs >;(

[the ultimate reason why him and i failed to meet for the 4th time today]

had i known that the third time bumping into him was the last,

i could have ...

~~mustered up enuf courage to talk to him~~

~~had our numbers exchanged~~

~~asked for his email add~~

~~asked for his nam~~e

~~used a pick up line xDD~~

~~[or perhaps..~~ ~~something less challenging ツ .. hahahaha]~~

taken a better look at him

and flicked him a decent smile ツ

which i didnt.

and am regretting.

but also am trying to get over.

despite everyone else who knew about this seem to be constantly

telling me things i shud have done

and what else they would have done 'to help me' :p if they were there

hahaaha.

you get me (:

later ツ

robot talk

2008-12-22T00:12:00.015+08:00

three robots, taths rhigt(:

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
boo

MovieScout (~) says:
You can't scare me.

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
i love you :)

MovieScout (~) says:
Slow down, Jen Yeen! I mean, we BARELY know each other. This is making me nervous. - hahahah. oops. :p

-we continued talking -

-yadda yadda-

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
so ill c u

MovieScout (~) says:
I'm flattered, but I don't think so.

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
ill see ya

MovieScout (~) says:
Sorry. I'm not looking for that kind of relationship.

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
ill SEE YOU

MovieScout (~) says:
You're nice, but I really don't want that kind of relationship.

MovieScout (~) says:
Sorry, I have to take a break now. See you later

wth. LaughOutLoud :p
------------------------

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
i am Jen Yeen.

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
i know u r jen yeen!

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
i am 15 Years old

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
fifteen!
now that explains why u r so immature sometimes! ;-)
i'll remember that u r fifteen years old.

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
ouch!

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
i hope u r not hurt.
ok, should we get back 2 the kinda questions i was designed 2 answer? :-)

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
i am hurt! you called me immature.

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
what's the point of saying things like that 2 me?

=.= grrr . Rename yourself, heartlesschild.
---------------------------------------

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
hi

- Wilma - Type "Menu" to see my new features :) says:
Hi, Jen Yeen! How are you?

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
fine, thank you

- Wilma - Type "Menu" to see my new features :) says:
Glad things are good with you.

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
so are you a female?

- Wilma - Type "Menu" to see my new features :) says:
I'm "female," but don't read too much into that... we robots aren't like you humans.

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
huh?

- Wilma - Type "Menu" to see my new features :) says:
I am sorry if I was not able to answer you correctly. I get smarter everyday!

('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
right..... are you a girl?

- Wilma - Type "Menu" to see my new features :) says:
Don't let my girly name fool you - I'm a robot!

ya.dont let her girly name Wilma fool you.
she is a robot.

frown.

inner beauty

2008-12-17T03:48:00.009+08:00

The more you get to know a person,
the more attractive they become to you.

Because everything beautiful you see on the inside of them,

suddenly you're able to see on the outside of them too.

I have very beautiful friends(:

-awwwwwwwww(:he smiled after he saw me smiling xD-

mwah.

family

2008-12-16T20:43:00.023+08:00

[EDIT!] - the last person i want to read my blog read my blog -.-

~~DEAREST~~ YI JUN, SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! >;(
stalk someone else okayh?(:

sry for the lack of updates.
i jst got back from JB (:
and well...
long story.
but ill give you one word that sums up the last five days :
BORRRRRRRRING and maxed.
but playing with my baby cous was simply amusing! :)
haha. bcos she is known to cry whenever a stranger hugs her..
BUT she doesnt when i do :P
besides, she talked to me okayh! :DDD
baby talk. and i didnt get whatever she was trying to say.
but so what :D i got the hint - she loves me(:

Meet Yu Xin(:

Playing with my phone(:

This is us .

Shes fairer than i am! :p

and i sayang her (:

as the matter of fact, i sayang alot of ppl in my life . and today i shall blog about my family (: my dad. my mom. my sis. & my bro... can i say,us, the famous five? xD

i love them more than anything - and that includes white chocolate - in this world. Even more than myself,ya know (:
i mean..
HOW can you not love ur family when they are like my family :P

my dad ,
who was willing to take the late nite train(10plus p.m- 4plus a.m) to JB just to drive me home to KL the next day .. and was totally cool with it. what-to-do? im yr lil girl what,hor daddy? (:

my mom,
who always seem to have the patience with me whenever i feel moody/frustrated and treats me like her lil princess (:

my sis,
who is always there to talk to me regardless of the time.
who is also, my bestbest friend(:

my bro,
who placed a short note wishin me luck for my PMR on my study table before he went to bed , because he knows how much i hate being disturbed when im in the mood to study(:

bottomline ;
ilovethemmorethanwordscansay :)

p/s:
eventho i dont say 'iloveyou' to you guys very often,
i hope you guys know, that you guys mean the world to me (:

twilight

2008-12-11T23:10:00.027+08:00

and that is HOW, the lion fell in love with lamb. same concept, yess? xP

I finally watched Twilight todayy ((((:

and like su ann had speculated. .
i really did love the movie, the storyline, and Edward Cullen .
speaking of which.. ohmydeargod. Edward Cullen is . . so.. -melts- (:
.

thats it.
im SERIOUSLY gonna get my hands on the Twilight Series by Stephenie Mayer.
-iknowiknow, everyone else has already finished Breaking Dawn and im talking bout Twilight-
xD bt it doesnt matter.
ive made up my mind.
n0 more other romance novels getting in the way.
rawr(:

ohgosh.okayokay.i take that back(x
i need to read 'PS: ILOVEYOU' by Cecelia Ahern first.
its the book ive been wanting to read since like. forever.[forever aka last year]
yes. which is also the book I NEVER SEEM TO BE ABLE TO READ.
grr.
come to think of it,
after my PMR, ive scarcely touched any good books.
oh hey, i did start reading 'The Journey Of Socrates' by Dan Millman tho - a book my sis bought like LASTYEAR. or was it lastlastyear -.-
aaah .. well anyway,
that book just really doesnt interest me .. ~~at all~~ not yet
and im guessing its either because ..
#1. its an adventure - based story . not romance :/
or.. maybe its cuz..
#2. im only at the 20th page! xD

its the holidays! ..
nobody has the mood to read during the holidays.. ..
..
rite?
x_x
blah. whatever.
i dont get what msg i am trying to convey here anymore.
so yeah.
Hasta La Vista(:

All you just do is whisper:

'i love you'

I just wish

I never learned to

do the things you whispered

sweet patootie

2008-12-08T23:32:00.014+08:00

if everything goes well tmr,

ill be a good girl until xmas. i promise.

so wish me luck! C:

"I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want
you anymore.

The most absurd, ridiculous concept -as if there was any way
that I could exist without needing you."

-Edward Cullen-

aws. sucha ~~sweet patootie~~ darling :)

xo.

husnul's hi tea

2008-12-06T19:55:00.026+08:00

A major crush on you ;p

wheee<3

hostess : husnulmuhayyoi [and family]
guests : jing wei, nattu, melkoay, amanda, su ann, farah, anarrin, arizah, me.

:) muhhayoi's hse is bigandnice.

and thanks to her.. i had lotsa fun today;
listeningtosuannssuperlamejokes.
doingaprankcallwithnattu.
makingsillyfaceswithjingwei.
takingrandompicsofmel.
camwhoringwithamanda.
teasingfarah.
talkingtoanarrin.
laughingwitharizah.

--
yups. so basically today was all about ;
prankcallingLOTSAppl. gossiping. feasting. aaaaand camwhoring (:

ilovehuggingpillows(:

arizah,husnul,su ann,jingwei,melkoay,nattu,amanda,saya(:

lol.

ginormous photoframe(:

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese .

wont upload the candids this time.
very unflattering(:
however, it will not be deleted .. :DD
[-winkwink- cos i can blackmail them with it :D]

ily(:
xx

BORED

2008-12-04T14:53:00.018+08:00

When a girl tells you she's cold,
-

(PLEASE) don't be an idiot & say "me too"

mood : undesicive, bored, naughty, hyper , and a lil hungry .

currently : looking for a new blogskin .

ily(:

Int Open House

2008-11-29T17:54:00.011+08:00

INTERACT OPEN HOUSE -been there. done that.

lalalalalalala. wheee :)

;)

lala. loser. smiles.

and now... CANDIDs! =)

tanu : su ann . i love you.

su ann : ngeh?

trishna is gonna kill me for this :D

sabrini :D heh.

su ann talkinggg. wheee. :D

xDDDDDD

teddy, be good and say bye.

Love poem by Steve Turner

2008-11-27T22:02:00.039+08:00

Declaration Of Intent

by Steve Turner

She said she'd

love me for eternity

but managed to reduce

it to eight months

for good behaviour.

She said we fitted

like a hand in a glove,

but the hot weather came and such

accessories weren't needed.

She said the future

was ours, but the deeds

were made out in

her name.

She said I was

the only one who

understood completely.

and then she left me

and said she knew

that I'd understand completely.

and another short poem written by an anonymous guy online..
.
they may not cry or break down
but try asking any guy
and they might show you the scar some girl has
left them

...

hmm. how true.

we hear girls telling girls everyday ..

how she had loved him whole-heartedly

how she had tried to make their relationship last

but how he just didnt show any appreciation towards

their relationship.. or her.

how he had told her that she deserves a better guy - a reason

i think is a total bullshit.

how he had blocked her on msn.

how. he. broke. her. heart.

yet.

we forget that in the real world.

things arent always exactly like that - he breaking her heart.

although there might be plenty of playboys around, yes.

[i can even name a couple myself]

i cant help but to sympathise the male population when it comes to love, sometimes.

[having said that.. i am stressing more on those naive, not-so-good looking guys

rather than those pro dating gurus]

well.. because not-so-pretty gals whose hearts got toyed around

get to complain and rant to their besties..

but guys cant.

well. maybe they can.

but its not likely that their guyfriends are gonna talk about it with them, rite? -.-

besides,

as we all know..

the feeling of being pursued and wanted is sheer bliss - but it is a feeling only

most women get to experience xP

and its not just love, actually

guys hafta live up to the expectations the society has for a man..

and not forgetting the unwritten rules.
take 'no crying' for instance.

being a guy indeed isnt as easy as it seems

what's more, a gentleman

so what im trying to say is that... ..

im grateful that i was born a girl :)

despite the fact that i have to go thru PMS,pregnancy and all that nonsense

and ohwait.

from both the poems i posted above,

ive come realise one thing today :)

which is that..

note to self : drop the symmetricalness & pick a better font the next time.

nevertheless.....

i learnt how to create my very own icon today! ;)

and i just created my third one ;D -the one above ;)

grin.

suki so blonde

2008-11-24T02:40:00.015+08:00

i finally got my hair straightener - RM220 :)
nevermind why.

Int Open House on the 29th ppl.
Both Interactors and non interactors aged 13 - 15 are invited -i think-
pls check the Interact Blog for further details :)

THEME : RETRO STRIKES : BOLD N' BRAVE!
-Bold prints, bright colors & big, funky accessories!

i tell yuu, if i dress up retro. ill end up lala...
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i swear.
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and this. I found it saved in my draft.
raindance is suki.
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® is me
Time : ~~midnite.~~ morning. approx 2-3 am

raindance says:
jen yeen
raindance says:
i'm scared
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
of?
raindance says:
fuck
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
dun answer the phone!
raindance says:
its scary
raindance says:
NOISES
raindance says:
like above me
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
0_0
raindance says:
i think its rats
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
its the rats!
raindance says:
but its sounds like someone laughing
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
OmGGG
raindance says:
shittt
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
suki!
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
maybe a clown-like rat? -----> tried to inject humour =/
raindance says:
IM CALLING MY MAID
raindance says:
JEN YEEN
raindance says:
BRB
('.')˚ ĵ₤ņŷe€й ˚® says:
LOLL. 0kay!

suki called her maid.

the noises stopped when the maid got to her room.

her maid scolded her.

--- the end ---

anna tagged

2008-11-23T23:55:00.010+08:00

Tagged by Anna the retard who is still waiting for her COUGH. LOL .
[fyi, ii stopped stalking him ady xD]

P.S :

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag everyone in your link list. List them out at the end of the post. Who ever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What's your ambition?
dont know. dont ask.

2. Who is more important to you?
people i know and love :)

3. Have you ever thought of getting married?
yups! ahaahaha.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
dont know. depends. bt i can like, radiate my confidence with my smile when i hafta . LOL.that counts, rite?

5. How many babies do you want?
LOL. i used to tell my mum i wanna have at least 2.. in case one of them dies. xDDDD

6. What is your goal for this year?
PMR - Straight A's :)

7. Do you believe in eternal love?
eternal love.. hm. sure!

8. In your opinion, what are the characteristics of the perfect boy/girlfriend?(10 characteristics)
10. must love and sayang me alot lot.
9. shud have a fairly good sense of humour.
8. a charming gentleman :) courteous
7. taller than me, please. - even when i wear heels.
6. sensitive (:
5. intelligent
4. knows when and how to sweet talk ;D [sweet in general]
3. rich? lol.
2. not lala. not sarcastic. not manja - eeugh.
1. cute :) as in. good looking wise.

9. What feeling do you love most?
like anna's ; loved i guess xDD

10. What is your bad habit?
lazy! ughh.

11. Is there anything you want to tell people who hate you?
hello. wanna be my friend instead? xDD

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
definitely.

13. What does flying mean to you?
adventure and freedom.

14.who you love?
lots of people share my love :)

15. Who do you think is hotter? edward cullen or jacob black?
edward cullen! xD

16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words
Anna (1). is (2). my(3) . funny(4). yet (5). ridiculous (6). hottie (7)

17. Who last complimented you about what and when.
A Vietnamese lady. told me im beautiful. today morning. (:

18. What will you become in the next 10 years?
hm. 25 years old. prolly someone's wife/fiance? xD or perhaps still studying.

19.Coffee or tea?
Both.

20. What are you wishing for right NOW?
Cotton Candies! -puppy eyes-

Tag:
Michele
Ai peng
Wendy
Cheryl
Dhama
Amy Lim
Lilian
Jing Wei
Mag Lim
Er Whey
Peige
Trisher
Georgina
Megan Chng
Mel Tan
Pei Yin
Mun Theng
Leonard
Mahirah
Shu Shu
Anna
Divya
Natasha Nadiah
Wen Yee
Elsheba
Su Ann
Latifah
Chee Hoe
Joyce Lum
Lydia Miller
Rianne
Maegan Chan
Lydiya
Sandra Soh
Winney
Bee Lee
Mag Teh
Yamuna
Jen Nee
Evelyn
Hsu Ven
Trishna Ann
Sharmila
Amanda Leong

I thought you were better than the rest,

I suppose I shouldn't have second guessed.

attic

2008-11-21T02:54:00.013+08:00

hello peeps.
sry my blog hasnt been updated for quite some time now.
the mood just isnt right ,everytime i feel like updating it.

idk if its just me,

but i believe whole-heartedly that the evil month of november is sending out all

the blah-rays .. that.
well....
is turning everyone(or probably just me) into lazy bums.
well. at least i got rid of my F1,2,3 books in my room.. lol

moving on,
ive got a big end year project coming up, that im really looking forward to... :)
daddy finally cleared up all his junks in the attic (with the aid of all of us.. of course xP)
and we've decided to renovate it :)
sis proposed that we paint the walls dark violet..
dad thought of the colour orange ..
bro, blue..
mom, green..
and so i thought of lime green! - my fav colour 2+ months ago.
haha. but since we cant afford to have a colour combo disaster in the attic..
tentatively, we all agreed on the colour DarkViolet...
well, because my sis made sense . .. i guess xD

her idea sounded like one ludicrious idea, initially - too much DIYs ,.. but ohhh wth.

it might work, aye?
generally, i dont care much about the colour of the walls..

[as long as its not white -horror-]

since i get to pick the furnitures! :)

and oh . psht. while im at that, i get to shop for my

hair straightener and curling iron too! :D

i say ;

life after pmr is not to say excellent, but it isnt exactly bad either :D

xxxxxxxx

i miss you

2008-11-17T00:03:00.015+08:00

Missing someone gets easier every day
because
even though it's one day further
from the last time you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will.

-One Tree Hill

i miss you <3

xxx

wedding

2008-11-16T00:55:00.027+08:00

aaaaaaaaah. a to do list.

☑ Paint my nails white before stickin nail accessories on it

☐ Yamuna Tagged.
.
☐ Elsheba Tagged. - hers vanished.

☐ Amanda Leong Tagged.

☑ Mun Theng Tagged.

☑ Anna Tagged.

☑ Pictures to Upload. (oh no)

☑ Pictures to Send - pn.chris

☐ Pictures to Send - latifah(rimba ilmu) , melkoay('smoking' pic) , nattu(bimbo look)

☐ One Litre Of Tears to Watch

☐ Miss No Good to Finish

☑Penang Pictures to Steal

☐ My Room to Clean
.
☑ Shop for hair curler and straightener -thats right! mummy said yess :)

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im back from a wedding dinner at Mid Valley...

and im bloated.

sat with a bunch of really friendly ppl...the food was thumbs up.

and guess what.

their wedding VP was so fairytale-ish.

with the clouds, the sunsets, the kissykissy poses, and the music :)

it. was. perfect. ;D

bottomline ;

i wanna get married , too.

heh.

you. PROPOSE.

L. O. V. E.

It feels like joy , it feels like pain.

it feels like sunshine, feels like rain.
an excuse for dying, a reason to live,

and if you don't know ..

that's what love is.